It's very simple. You'll be setting yourself up to fail by attempting to find out the best way to successfully do all the different aspects of running a business in these times by way of Google or Business Coaches. You're going to get a lot of conflicting advice from people trying to sell you their method, which could just lead to confusion and overwhelm - and ultimately procrastination and self-doubt. Talk to Deborah, see if you feel a spiritual and personal connection - her business successes speak for themselves - but whoever you choose, stop wasting your time hoping that things will change, if you are not prepared to make some changes.  Find one person you trust, who has had consistent business success, innerstands vibration and creating from Love and Gratitude and go with them.